One of the beautiful things in life is to fall in love with someone and love us back. A feeling we always wanted to experience and have. A kind of love that is sincere and real. Love gives our life power and strength to continue living. Love provides direction in our life and enlightens our path. We are more inspired to make our life worth living and do our best to have a good future. When we are in love, we always wanted to be appreciated and noticed by our partner. It feels good when they noticed every little thing, and we are motivated to do more. Love makes our life better, especially if we have the right partner for us, they will push to our extent and help us achieve our goals in life. They become our inspiration to make everything right and face life without a doubt. Perhaps life is unfair, but we always have the control of what we are doing for our survival. We still have the decision to our future. Having someone on our side is just a beautiful feeling, they were always there to support in every decision in life. When we are in a relationship, we know we have someone to call home, we have someone to hear our failures without judging. Someone to hold our hand and love us through thick and thin.
I am a firm believer of love, I know someday I could find someone who will love and care for me. But sometimes I realize that maybe I am not worthy to enjoy since I am not good looking and just an embarrassment. I have a massive scar on my face; this is my remembrance when our home is on fire, and I was there burning. Lucky that I have survived it, but I lost my brother. Instead of saving himself, he comes back for me, but unfortunately, he did not make it, he throws me into the window, and he got stuck in the house. I could still remember his voice screaming for pain. We know it was an accident but he was the favorite among us, and the blame has put on me. Until now she keeps blaming me for what had happened and let me feel guilty.
I leave on my work for refreshment and meditation. I want to free myself until I met this beautiful lady finally. She is a London escort, we became close to the pub and had kept the communication with each other. She advises me and positive thought. She helps me freeing myself and forget bad memories. And because of her, I find freedom/